Chapter 6 : MISSING YOU

Chapter 6 : MISSING YOU

"Here is your key for room 618"passing key down to my hand while smiling to me.

"Thank you."I call back.

She's walking right in front of me.From her back I notice how thin she is.Its because of me or its just I didn't pay attention to her before.I wonder how long has is passed since that day.

Without both of us notice,we are now standing in front the room.I sense how tired she is.I bet she wanna sleep right now.

"You can leave now,Shikamaru."she order me without looking at me at all."Is not that I want to stay but I think you just don't wanna end up sleeping around the corridor,right?"I teased her while showing her the room's key is with me.

"You!!"she angrily expressed while I unlock the door and lead her in the room.I'm standing against the door while she placing her backpack on the floor.I wanna to stay a bit longer here.Just awhile.

She turns facing me and asks "How long are you planning to stay in this room?"....she continues "People might sees us.?"

Just I wonder why its hurting me when she afraid other seen us.If I could not stop myself,I would probably ask you...

Temari,do you still love me?

Temari,do you miss me?

Or....maybe you have grow to hate me?

I didn't come to answer her question but I just got carried away as I seen how she is trying to unbutton her button just to put her weapon down.I couldn't stand anymore seeing her frustrating she is now.I know very well that she is just very tired.Don't know what make me moving my steps toward her and....

I'm wrapping both my arms around her waist.I know she's shock now but I couldn't bear to see her tired face anymore.While wrapping around her waist ,I noticed she actually put down some weight....

"What the ....hell,Shikamaru!!!Let go of me..."struggling to get me away from her.

I couldn't resist anymore so I....

"Hey ...what the hell...!!!!!Stop it !!!Let go of me...."she yelled right after I give her a tight hug.I wanna hug her so badly,wanna embrace her so badly,....I want everything of her...her heart and her.....body.

"Don't you get full of yourself,Shikamaru...,you,re just"before she could finish I cut her off "If this is the way you punish yourself,please be aware you are torturing me too.No one should be blame either you or me,you get me,Temari?"hugging her tighter.She stops struggling yet I sense she hugs me back.

"Temari."I call out her name while she "What?"

"How long has it been our last hug?"..."4 months ago or maybe more...."she answers.

"That's long,huh?"hugging her while softly place my kiss on her shoulder.Her skin still soft and firm.

We been hugging for awhile until at some point I realize I have stop behaving like this.

I push her away while I manage to unbutton her button.Her weapon fell off and....

"What th-!!!"

"I bet you tired ...better get some sleep."......I sense she wanna grab my hand but I manage to dodge
"I will be meeting you tomorrow morning,good night."Right after I finish ,I quickly walk off from the room and close the door.

Thank god!!

My heart beats as fast as like its going to bound out!!!!

If I couldn't resist,I might as well turn into a beast.A beast that has be starved for a long time.

What a lowlife of me.

#Sometimes resists on  doing something doesn't mean you give up but it just because you can hold on it anymore.

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Chapter 4: Another Chance

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Chapter 4: Another chance

Seeing sun rising, I believe is another great day that I must walk through even I'm alone now.

Thing are so much changing now.But I still manage to go now.I swore in front my old man's grave that I will move on no matter what happen.Nothing can stop me from being a great shinobi not even my love can stop me.

I decide to walk my life differently from how it suppose to be.I might seems happy or act nothing but deep down who would probably see how deep Temari has stabbed into my heart.But note it down,I willing to be stabbed by her instead of stabbing her in return.

If I would have the chance to be answer by any genius ,then my question will be...

"Why its so hard to let go when its suppose to be a perfect ending where both party agreed ?"

As if there is an answer for my question...  

Without me knowing, I have reach Konoha's office.The reason for me to be here is just simply I'm assigned as one of the conductor of Genin Examination.

I even saw the list of the conductors yesterday where I spotted her name was on list too.

Everyone might think I'm afraid or....simply can't face her.But not to me,I just can't sit still waiting for her to arrive.....deep down I know we are no longer belong to each other but I just wanna to know how is she doing now since after our broke up....

"Come in."gains permission from 6th Hokage right after I knock the door of the Hokage office.

I walk in right after I heard Hokage and..."So..is it about the Genin Examination?"

And he agrees with me with his smile.

"Hokage-sama,you know what you don't have to do this."

"Why do you said so...Or just you have no confidence in yourself??"....he ask and...."A genius like you could somehow afraid of woman,huh??"he continue mocking.

I just turn my back while rubbing my hair and

"Sometimes it just that I have too much confidence in myself and lead to how I'm now."

"Shikamaru,do you regret ?"he ask.

"No,but I just hate how I don't regret all my desicion."...I reply him while I can feel how actually I still hurting.

"Shikamaru...do you want to resign from this mission?"he suggests while I trying to grab the door globe.

"No,it just fine for me and....yet I need to thank you for giving this final opportunity for me to spent my last moment with her."I answer him sincerely.

"Shikamaru,I hope I do the right decision.Hope you cherish the moment."he wishes....

Before I could walk away from the room,I heard Hokage last talks....

"She will be arriving any moments by now."Before I could thank him the door close tightly but I manage to thank him in my heart.

Stepping out from the Konoha office building,I keep walking forward.Almost reaching the main entrance of village,my heart keeps beating harder and harder for every step I take.

Finally I reach the main entrance and I lean against the door while looking down .Don't know what get me I grabbing my chest and...

I beg you please calm down.I don't want her to see me this condition.It's definitely embarrassing.

Before I could finish calming myself,I heard footsteps sound getting louder and louder.Its get into my nerve so I looks onto my right.....and I see her.A person I would only love and wish to being love back,Temari.

I get my feet straight and..."Hi,Princess. How do you do?"I great her teasingly.

"Not bad,cry baby."She looks right at me.

"I didn't know you could get here so early huh?"

She looks a bit sad and angry without talking back to me.I get into my nerve as she acting strange....or...maybe

"Or maybe you didn't get the chance to visit the Tango shop while you on the way."I ask.

"Too bad.The Tango owner when for vacation."She continued while I walking forward to her and....

"I just have to thank the owner for going a vacation." Because she will never stops eating and lastly she will suffer from stomach acne.

"What the hell!!"she yells .I look at her and suddenly she looks away after our eyes meet each other.In order to break the awkwardness I suggest we need to get a inn as the sky is getting darker.

"Sure,but can we first get something to eat.I'm damn hungry here."

I reply while walking in front of her "Why not.Such a rare of you asking for food."

I turn and look at her.Guess what I see?

Her face turn red.Probably because she feels embarrassing.

What a cute lady.But too bad.....she's not mine anymore.Another strike of pain hit on me again.

#Sometimes you don't have to feel burden for the decision you make cause there always an opportunity to put other party in a good position.

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Chapter 3 : BELIEVING

Let's continue with Shikamaru and Temari's arc.However,I don't owe any of the characters which mention below and simply just my imagination of story.Do enjoy and feel free to feedback.And yeah,I'm so happy as I could sense that many ShikaTema is liking this story.

                           Chapter 3 : BELIEVING

I'm been running up the last mountain for so long before I could have reach the village.The road seem flat to me.By the time I reach the edge of the mountain, I could hear a very similar voice who accompanied most of my life back then.

"SHIKAMARU!!!!".she's shouting while waiving to my direction.

"Just give me a break , Ino."I reply her while waiving back to her.

Once I'm almost at the main entrance of Konoha,I take a quick peek on her excited face.Before she could jumps on to any conclusion,I better tell her beforehand.

....."Sorry to fail you, Ino.I didn't make through his time."I tell frankly without looking right onto her eyes.

In the middle of this scene, a sudden of silence hits on us while its start to dawn.

......."Shi...ka..maru,how could this happen?!!Hey!,don't joke,okay?".She began as a sign of breaking the awkward moment.

Joke huh?!!Even I hope it was a prank too.But too bad,the reality always cruel.

I give no reply or sign as I'm too tired to respond but definitely not because I lazy yet I have no idea where should I begin.

Suddenly,I could hear some other person voice catching my attention....

"Maybe Ino I think you should give him sometime."a similar female voice.I could sense Ino is agreeing with her as she looks away .

As the  sun is starting to awake,its shines brightly where its definitely blocking my front view.But I could hardly see two other persons walking toward my direction.With my curiosity,I raise my left hand  to block the sunlight and yet slowly I see them and I knew them too.

As I thought,Sakura and Naruto.

Before reaching to me,"Too bad but maybe next time you should try harder."encourage by Naruto while rubbing his eyes.".From his action,I know he just woke up.I feel so bad as I deliver nothing but a very disappointing result.

"As if I could,huh."I reply with a bitter smile to them.

"Why not?"Sakura' s question while patting left hand over my shoulder.

"I can spend my time waiting for him to return,why can't you?"she looks sad and "Even I know he might not return anymore."

I look at her speechless."Sa...kura..."Ino's call while walking towards her.

But Sakura seem in spirit as she "No worries,I will not stop hoping as I want him to know that someone is still waiting for his return.Waiting means home.He belongs here.Either he remembers or not the path to home,I believe my waiting will guide him back,someday."

Sakura's smile at me so brightly as it remind me her.

Maybe you're right,Sakura.If you're believing lead him home and my believing will also....lead her happiness.I couldn't ask for more as I'm the one agree to break up with her.I don't need her to choose between family or love cause I know either one she choose,she will still be sad....That why I help her chose .

"Sometimes hoping something is also a gamble,huh?!"I reply while looking at the crowd.

"Maybe but more like investment too."Sakura's answer.

And everyone on screen are laughing loudly...."AHHAHAHAAHAAAAAAA"....

And is sunset now,maybe we have awake the sun with our laughter.

And also a learn that.....

If you can't avoid a situaion,then welcome the things you must face with open arms.

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Chapter 2 : All I Can Do

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                               Chapter 2 : ALL I CAN DO

Suna's Princess,huh?! as I thought while getting myself back to my village,Konoha.Not knowing how far I have walked or how long it take me to where I'm standing now, my mind still betrayed me.Because no matter what I'm doing,running,crawling,jumping or walking .......

....all I could sense is my pain.A pain that hurts me so badly as if like I suffering from suffocation as everyone needs air to survive so do I.My air is definitely refer to her.

She gave me supports when I almost lost myself.She showed me light when I about to be defeated by darkness.She explained time can solve all problem when I was so confused.She patiently noted down how a man should looks like as result of who I am today......

.......she even gave me her hand when I told her I ready to walk my rest of my life with her as I told her....

"I don't need someone to guide me,I don't need someone to show me light,I don't need someone to correct me when I'm wrong...but I just need some I love to love me back...because with love existed I believed that person could always brings me to the right path either as ninja or......man."

I still could recall back then she was smiling brightly and whether she acknowledge it or not, I took it as a YES from her and we started our dated either during works or not.

The more the time we together,the more I discovered from her.She the type who always looks fierce but deep down she's a flora lover.She hated reading and whenever I start reading, she will tried her best to distract me from my books.But when she starts reading she could ignored all her meals so at that time will be my turn to distract her from  her documents.Her only weakness in order to get her right in time to have her meal will be only her Tango.But remember too much of Tango she will be having stomach acne.

Suddenly something catch be back to reality................................................

'TICK'...'TICK'...why could I sense my cheek is so moistly ....it's raining??!.....argh...yeah it's raining.But why ?Why is the sky crying?Because I couldn't be with the person I loved?or might be the sky sense how useless I am?or the sky is trying to tell me Temari is still crying?.....

While looking above to the sky,the clouds getting darker and darker.I could hear nothing but only the raining sound....very clearly.But I just not sure what get onto me,my tears...yes...is my tears failing from my eyes itself.

Covering my face with both my hands and....

"All I could do is to give up on our love.I could bear with all hitches that would cause us be apart but this time,please forgive me,Temari....all I could do is to agree to break up with you as I just couldn't bear to lose your smile,your laughter just because of loving me." telling myself while I could sense I had just stop tearing.

I remove both my hands which covering my face and.....

"Gaara, you better keep your promise.If you fail to do so,no matter what it cost me I will get Temari back even it's to cost my life."........

Without me knowing,my hand grab into a punch.This merely because......her happiness is my top priority.



#Some people enter your life for only a short period of time,but they can be great influence for the rest of your life.

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ShikaTema Chapter 1: My Promise

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Chapter 1 :MY PROMISE 

Temari is standing right in front of me while I stare at her closely with so many mixed emotion of mine.We currently at Sunagakure,which is her village.Even just a few moments ago we were laughing and smiling together but right now there are tons of thought running wild in my head.I'm trying my best to come out with a better solution but I just simply feel that I sense nothing yet is a definite dead end.

Without me knowing, both my arms moving toward her.Right now,I'm hugging a person who I love the most and it should be happiest thing ever but why it's hurt so badly.The harder I hold,the more pain I feel.How long can I endure all this pains?

"You shouldn't be worrying with your decision you have made...seriously."This is what I can and could tell her in this critic moment in order to put her away from the bad position.

She shakes her head which now make me feel that I'm in the blame position for avoiding her in guilty place.

"I know ...I shouldn't have doubt my decision I made.But I feel ...bad... for being selfish and... I....I.. know I hurt you."Her voice is trembling and she reply my hug even tighter this time.Her body is shaking so badly.

I wisely enough now that I shouldn't make things worse for her

"Do you remember what I promise you before,Temari?..." she didn't reply me.

I let out a sign as I letting go of her and make her looks right to my eyes.

"My promise to you back then was no matter what you wants I will definitely give it to you..."I stop a moment and I continue back while I notice her tears is falling "....include breaking up with you if this is what you want now.." 

She doesn't feels any shock or maybe right at the beginning she already knew that I will agree to her and yet she...."I'm....sorry...".Now her tears running down like water tap leaking.One drop to another drop dripping onto the sand.  

"Why are you apologizing for and can you please stop crying I don't want to see you so pathetic "Trying my best to comfort her and pat on her shoulder gently.She seem no changes too.So I...

"You're are definitely right for making this decision as like what you told me just know...even if both of us is loving each other,there is something we need to understand which love can't surpass everything including neglecting our family objection."

I continue "Love is not the top priority." She looks at me as does she is regretting for her decision and I know clearly even if she didn't speak out,breaking up will still happen soon or later but I didn't think it would be this fast and cruel.

Once again without my permission my right hand grab on her chin and I press my lips on her forehead.Once I done with my final kiss, I manage to whisper near her left ear and say...

"I know it will take a long time for me to heal my pain in my heart even I know how badly my heart want me to hold on to our love but I can't stand seeing you suffering from all pressure you getting just bbecause of our love and they were right as ....you should too consider your marriage too as you're the Suna's princess while I'm nothing but a planner for Shinobi Union.You deserve someone far better than I am."

I put my left hand on her head and stroke her hair "Goodbye,I shouldn't have taken too long leave". Even my reason to be here was to ask about the marriage but who will predict this was the outcome after our 3 years of date." Take care and stop crying,what a troublesome woman." .While wiping off her tears,she looks at me with no more tears falling but not because she stop but just simply no more tears.My final reply to her is just my final smile and I hope she will get herself on track back as soon as possible.

Suddenly,I could sense her right hand wanna gets my left hand which still wiping her tears on her cheek  but I manage to dodge and quickly turn my back over her because I know I can no longer bear with it anymore....so I decided to stay away from her as soon as possible. I waive to her as a sign for my leaving either to the village itself or to our ending with my back facing her.

After few steps I take,I can still hear clearly her tears and her calling.I manage to take a quick peek looking at the back and I see  both her knee pressing on the sand while her both hand grabbing together on her left chest.

I turn my head back to my sign and eventually grabbing my left chest with my left hand cause my heart is so pain as is like going to explode anytime and so do Temari.

Why its barely take my time to fall in love but why its hurt so badly when its about to end?


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