ShikaTema Chapter 1: My Promise

Let's begin with Shikamaru and Temari's arc.However,I don't owe any of the characters which mention below and simply just my imagination of story.Do enjoy and feel free to feedback.

Chapter 1 :MY PROMISE 

Temari is standing right in front of me while I stare at her closely with so many mixed emotion of mine.We currently at Sunagakure,which is her village.Even just a few moments ago we were laughing and smiling together but right now there are tons of thought running wild in my head.I'm trying my best to come out with a better solution but I just simply feel that I sense nothing yet is a definite dead end.

Without me knowing, both my arms moving toward her.Right now,I'm hugging a person who I love the most and it should be happiest thing ever but why it's hurt so badly.The harder I hold,the more pain I feel.How long can I endure all this pains?

"You shouldn't be worrying with your decision you have made...seriously."This is what I can and could tell her in this critic moment in order to put her away from the bad position.

She shakes her head which now make me feel that I'm in the blame position for avoiding her in guilty place.

"I know ...I shouldn't have doubt my decision I made.But I feel ...bad... for being selfish and... I....I.. know I hurt you."Her voice is trembling and she reply my hug even tighter this time.Her body is shaking so badly.

I wisely enough now that I shouldn't make things worse for her

"Do you remember what I promise you before,Temari?..." she didn't reply me.

I let out a sign as I letting go of her and make her looks right to my eyes.

"My promise to you back then was no matter what you wants I will definitely give it to you..."I stop a moment and I continue back while I notice her tears is falling "....include breaking up with you if this is what you want now.." 

She doesn't feels any shock or maybe right at the beginning she already knew that I will agree to her and yet she...."I'm....sorry...".Now her tears running down like water tap leaking.One drop to another drop dripping onto the sand.  

"Why are you apologizing for and can you please stop crying I don't want to see you so pathetic "Trying my best to comfort her and pat on her shoulder gently.She seem no changes too.So I...

"You're are definitely right for making this decision as like what you told me just know...even if both of us is loving each other,there is something we need to understand which love can't surpass everything including neglecting our family objection."

I continue "Love is not the top priority." She looks at me as does she is regretting for her decision and I know clearly even if she didn't speak out,breaking up will still happen soon or later but I didn't think it would be this fast and cruel.

Once again without my permission my right hand grab on her chin and I press my lips on her forehead.Once I done with my final kiss, I manage to whisper near her left ear and say...

"I know it will take a long time for me to heal my pain in my heart even I know how badly my heart want me to hold on to our love but I can't stand seeing you suffering from all pressure you getting just bbecause of our love and they were right as ....you should too consider your marriage too as you're the Suna's princess while I'm nothing but a planner for Shinobi Union.You deserve someone far better than I am."

I put my left hand on her head and stroke her hair "Goodbye,I shouldn't have taken too long leave". Even my reason to be here was to ask about the marriage but who will predict this was the outcome after our 3 years of date." Take care and stop crying,what a troublesome woman." .While wiping off her tears,she looks at me with no more tears falling but not because she stop but just simply no more tears.My final reply to her is just my final smile and I hope she will get herself on track back as soon as possible.

Suddenly,I could sense her right hand wanna gets my left hand which still wiping her tears on her cheek  but I manage to dodge and quickly turn my back over her because I know I can no longer bear with it anymore....so I decided to stay away from her as soon as possible. I waive to her as a sign for my leaving either to the village itself or to our ending with my back facing her.

After few steps I take,I can still hear clearly her tears and her calling.I manage to take a quick peek looking at the back and I see  both her knee pressing on the sand while her both hand grabbing together on her left chest.

I turn my head back to my sign and eventually grabbing my left chest with my left hand cause my heart is so pain as is like going to explode anytime and so do Temari.

Why its barely take my time to fall in love but why its hurt so badly when its about to end?


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This is the end of the chapter 1 and will possible post on the second chapter but first of all please leave your comment about my story....

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