Chapter 6 : MISSING YOU

Chapter 6 : MISSING YOU

"Here is your key for room 618"passing key down to my hand while smiling to me.

"Thank you."I call back.

She's walking right in front of me.From her back I notice how thin she is.Its because of me or its just I didn't pay attention to her before.I wonder how long has is passed since that day.

Without both of us notice,we are now standing in front the room.I sense how tired she is.I bet she wanna sleep right now.

"You can leave now,Shikamaru."she order me without looking at me at all."Is not that I want to stay but I think you just don't wanna end up sleeping around the corridor,right?"I teased her while showing her the room's key is with me.

"You!!"she angrily expressed while I unlock the door and lead her in the room.I'm standing against the door while she placing her backpack on the floor.I wanna to stay a bit longer here.Just awhile.

She turns facing me and asks "How long are you planning to stay in this room?"....she continues "People might sees us.?"

Just I wonder why its hurting me when she afraid other seen us.If I could not stop myself,I would probably ask you...

Temari,do you still love me?

Temari,do you miss me?

Or....maybe you have grow to hate me?

I didn't come to answer her question but I just got carried away as I seen how she is trying to unbutton her button just to put her weapon down.I couldn't stand anymore seeing her frustrating she is now.I know very well that she is just very tired.Don't know what make me moving my steps toward her and....

I'm wrapping both my arms around her waist.I know she's shock now but I couldn't bear to see her tired face anymore.While wrapping around her waist ,I noticed she actually put down some weight....

"What the ....hell,Shikamaru!!!Let go of me..."struggling to get me away from her.

I couldn't resist anymore so I....

"Hey ...what the hell...!!!!!Stop it !!!Let go of me...."she yelled right after I give her a tight hug.I wanna hug her so badly,wanna embrace her so badly,....I want everything of her...her heart and her.....body.

"Don't you get full of yourself,Shikamaru...,you,re just"before she could finish I cut her off "If this is the way you punish yourself,please be aware you are torturing me too.No one should be blame either you or me,you get me,Temari?"hugging her tighter.She stops struggling yet I sense she hugs me back.

"Temari."I call out her name while she "What?"

"How long has it been our last hug?"..."4 months ago or maybe more...."she answers.

"That's long,huh?"hugging her while softly place my kiss on her shoulder.Her skin still soft and firm.

We been hugging for awhile until at some point I realize I have stop behaving like this.

I push her away while I manage to unbutton her button.Her weapon fell off and....

"What th-!!!"

"I bet you tired ...better get some sleep."......I sense she wanna grab my hand but I manage to dodge
"I will be meeting you tomorrow morning,good night."Right after I finish ,I quickly walk off from the room and close the door.

Thank god!!

My heart beats as fast as like its going to bound out!!!!

If I couldn't resist,I might as well turn into a beast.A beast that has be starved for a long time.

What a lowlife of me.

#Sometimes resists on  doing something doesn't mean you give up but it just because you can hold on it anymore.

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